LemOn teA

Saturday, March 12, 2005

haiz...had a dream last nite../last morning..woke up to realise that it was onli a dream..wished that it was happening in real life..dunno y suddenly recalled alot of things..really really missed the dec holidays laa..sian...so many things bothering me..plus my poor dad doesn't noe wad is happening..and keeps telling me not to worry over such small matters..which i wasn't worrying abt..
haiz..think ppl got tired of reading sad posts..i also do not want to sound sad laa..is like gaining sympathy..so i better stop b4 i become too emotional..lol..anyway..jolynn called me to chat last nite..so shocked sia..wonder how i managed to chat for quite some time wif her despite me being soo tired after the sports day..haha..have to admit she is cute..=s then suddenly i wished to haf a sis like her..lol..being a single child is sooo lonely..
haiz..dunno whether the outing is on..felt so guilty cause i promised vanee that i will turn up..bt in the end i haf to stay at home to wait for the part time maid to come..and my dad last min bad mood..said that he got scolded by my grandma for always letting me to go out till so late..i dunno laa..sian..

wad can i say..i am feeling very depressed already and u shouted at me..juz kup the phone like that after shouting laa..okie la..i noe u r feeling very sad and frustrated..maybe u realli nid to shout out loud..knowing ur temper..thats y i didn't say anything..juz want to say that every1 is not in a gd mood too k? cool down laa..hope we really can talk it out after cooling down to settle all the misunderstandings once and for all lorz..haiz..trusting a person does not depends on how well u r wif the person.. it depends on how well u understand him/her..got this frm a ch 55 drama show..find it so meaningful..lol...

~~LemOn teA~~ ^___~ _{12:00 PM}